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Well Life Is A Funny Thing

Mon Dec 31, 2007, 9:39 PM
  • Mood: Pain
  • Watching: Studio 60
  • Eating: Chicken
  • Drinking: Sierra Mist
Well Life Is A Funny Thing

:star::heart::star:Well my life lately has been very up and down. The new year is only hours away. This year has been a hard one for me I began it high on meth and basically ended it in jail.

Granted jail is not all that bad but it is not a place I wish to be again. Unfortunately I will have to back in April. I just do not have the money to pay back what I stole.

I am having an issue finding a job because of the fact I am a felon and all. Hard to live with no money. Somehow I manage it though.

I am getting really sick of living life down the rabbit hole. It is a dark and scary place with all sort of interesting characters down it. And I do not seem to be seeing the light at the top but just spiraling down to where the light is not even visible any more. Who knows if the light is even there anymore, knowing the way my life goes someone has covered up the whole.

Anyway enough of me analyzing my woe and saddness.:star::heart::star:

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It's hard to find your way out of the rabbit hole. I did, but it took a long time. Life is a lot better when you finally find your way out. Good luck in 08!
:star::heart::star:I certainly hope so because who knows how much hardship I can take. I do not mean I am going to take my life or anything I just really do not want to go back to drugs to help me though it all.:star::heart::star:

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It took me awhile to figure out that drugs never helped me through anything. They just made all my problems worse then they were before.
Drugs are never the answer sweetie!!Hang in there,it's not easy,but it's worth it!!!:love:

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:star::heart::star:Hard to believe at times, but I chose to believe you.:star::heart::star:

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:star::heart::star:I would have to say that is true.:star::heart::star:

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:heart::love:Hang in there!!!:hug:

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"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)."
-e.e. cummings :heart: :) :peace: :butterflytwo:

I now have a few photos for stock use located at *gild-a-stock please check out her stock!!!:)
I also put images in my scraps that can be used
i truly believe change is in our hands, and we can do it if we deside to loose all chains, and we have faith and love in ourselfs, sometimes, our greatest enemy is inside, but it could be our greatest allie if we choose to change it.

as for how life is turning for you i think its hard and it will be harder maybe, but only your spirit is the one challenged here....

you can do it, you can change, but you must face your past and end that jail time...

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:star::heart::star:See the problem is that I am so broken down that I am not sure if I want change. Does that make any since?:star::heart::star:

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